You changed my whole life

It's not a bird, not a plane it's my heart and it's going gone away my only weakness is you, only reason is you,every minute with you i feel like i can do anything going gone away in love...you changed my whole life"


I cross out hearts because i don't have one
unless he is willing to take that chance with me

I can feel you all around me thickening the air i breathe.....

Read between the lines

He is what I want
I want what he is

Its difficult when LOVE gets involved
Love gets difficult when its involved

True feelings for HIM were hidden away
For him true feelings were hidden away

... no read between my lines the message i've tried to send to you

different person different case

it's not over but It Is
It never really started
Scenario:
She lays on her bed & stares at the ceiling. You have no idea what goes through her head. There are empty thoughts some sweet, some funny. They're sad, lonely. Fairytales, Nightmares
Pause
... Nightmares?
That's exactly what they are. Only difference is she can't wake up and whisk them all away. They are her inner demons eating her alive, consuming every last drop of composure she managed to salvage from her fall. Technically not a physical fall but that majorlly emotional fracture that left her open, vulnerable to todo el mundo
There was once a time when she could say she had no guilty conscience but those days are too far gone. She realized her mistakes tried to push them to the back of her mind but remained, married to her inner demons those too devouring her sanity, devouring her....wholey
Scenario 2:
It felt like Anne Boleyn vs. Jane Seymour.
She bore your fuckri like a child sprung from the womb,
she changed you, morphed you into someone she could cope with better, unknowing the new you would cause her bitter end.
She caught you...more than once.
Infidelity
something she herself exposed you to but au contraire you too beat her to her own game.
&& then came the last memoirs all of misery till her end had come and you decapitated her. In her case not physically (although the pain was so gruesome you might as well have) you decapitated her from your life
& she hasn't been the same since...

and i'm done i've said all i need to say interpret however you wish just remember decisions, decisions, make the best and life,.... life certainly will move in favor of
YOU!
This is •◊›› £ittle Mi$$ Øbsessive


with regret i say this is NOT a
Criticism of...Me
but quite frankly an
Expression of...Me


Written by: L'Jai Perry 2 years ago about ..... i won't even say :-|
<3



So maybe my view of perfectin was wrong!? Prince charming DIED!!! maybe.....
Or maybe we're made to believe "happily ever after" exists so that to others we seem inncoent.. i'm not sure theese are just my questions.
The straightforward epitomy that one day you'll find your own strikes me as appealing thought warns me that many obstacles i have to pass. I am burdended with the weight of the world on my shoulders with no one to understand my pain this world only brings discomfort without joy, pain and no love, war & never any peace.....all i have left is piece of mind never my own opinion whilst someone else views are opposed upon me....Will you ever understand what i go through?
Brought into this world to live....grew up looking for love.....found the love and started living.....lost the love because i wasnt giving......i'm just living to love & loving to live..
&& you?
your just here for that purpose if you understand what i mean.

I never thought we would fail just thought it needed some mending , but now we're just a fairytale without the happy ending.