Won't Stop Screaming Til' It's Over & You Surrender

I'll Scream to Subdue the Pain.
I'm head over heels above 100 decibels,
My head's about to explode & I feel like you've put me in Hell
If My pitch could rupture the tendons that hold his heart in place I would only bellow a little longer&louder so that they tore just as mine did when I took the chance to let you in.
I'd increase the pressure of my melody to which only my Sorrow combined knows the disdain.

Because only you feel the pain and only you are capable of numbing me. from this solitude that I feel when these gray walls contract systematically beneath the thin sheet of glycerin that covers them so auspiciously. 

So while I parade my gloom on you at every opportunity it get. You may not like nor be intrigued by the fact that this affair appears to be cyclical at least to me. I do it so i can tell how your feeling like i'm a psychic that can read into your emotions althought you're miles away and through the technological parallels that separate us. You make me scream, in so many ways.. in my dreams, emotional physical,sexual, metaphorical

&& only I know. because no-one else knows what goes on when these two rose-pink sheets separate, yet they remain so unpredictable in everything that they say.

* I thought I lost you but it's clear you only went on a break and I needed something more depressing to drive me back into my emotional tirade of heartbroken poetry and solemnity before I could regress and get over this again.

This man inside me,

Screams for refuge,

He's locked within me

And wants to be set free




He often tells me

There's a world of opportunity

But I can't be afraid to turn against society,




They've been teaching Us

to lock that person up

And no good will come from climbing out the box,




So he wispers silently

To me when I'm asleep

And only in my dreams

Can I trully set him free 




Its frightening its scary

The intimate lust he's made me feel

To forget about the barriers

And become a warrior




To give in to my instincts

Explore the deepest sensations

Secrets of the garden unmentioned




Sex, love, the aromatic juices as I go deeper,

Till we both whimper,

And discover the mysterious wonders of the tongue

Empty my heart out to each and everyone

And when its over and done




Ask myself the question

Is this freedom?

Title Song:

• Temper Trap- Sweet Disposition

"Is this freedom?"

Lyrics:               

Sweet disposition
Never too soon
Oh reckless abandon
Like no one's
Watching you

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh

Chorus
Just stay there
Cause I'll be comin over
And while our bloods still young
It's so young
It runs
And we won't stop til it's over
Won't stop to surrender

Songs of desperation
I played them for you
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh

Chorus:
Just stay there
Cause I'll be comin over
And while our bloods still young
It's so young
It runs
And we won't stop til it's over
Won't stop to surrender

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs(won't stop til it's over)
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A moment, a love
A moment, a love (won't stop to surrender).

Song Lists:

• Scream- Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson
• Hurts Me- Keri Hilson
• Green Eyes- Coldplay
• Gone Away- Coldplay
• 4 am - Kaskade

Much Love & Appreciation to Courtney Saral Betty